It's amazing the mess that has struck me as of late, and for that I apologize for anyone who may have been taking the time to read my little space. Quite a few things which are fairly personal in nature, have happened to me. I won't bore you with details instead I'd like to talk a bit about shortcomings. Yes my own in this case. For quite a few years I've shown interest in poetry and creative writting, and recently I wrote a poem of my own. I used to do this all the time but have stopped for a long time, a passion which I'm not sure why I did not pursue. After writing this poem it occured to me a thought that I would share it here. but before I could click the post button something came over me, "Am I ready to post something so personal?". Go figure here I am cowering about a little poem, it's odd that people who know me would describe me as a take charge, no fear, leader, but a little poem makes me scared to death? Yeah.
I guess it never occurred to me that I too have shortcomings. I've been on my own for so long that I created a mask or veil of strength, something to hide how I truly feel at times. I never took the time to think about it, but deep inside I was quite unhappy with how my life has turned out, and I hid that with these masks. But I suppose I'm not the only one, there are thousands, no millions or more people in the same situations. Capable people yet afraid. I can't say I will take the leap and post my poetry, but I can certainly say I will at least continue to write it.
To others reading this, I encourage you to do things. Things you wanted to do but think you aren't capable, if that is painting, go out find a muse and paint. It's your work the only one that has to see it is you. If you feel you want to share your past projects, then do so.
To those who are artist, who love to creat, I commend you and thank you all for helping this world become a better, more creative place.
- Khael.
I guess it never occurred to me that I too have shortcomings. I've been on my own for so long that I created a mask or veil of strength, something to hide how I truly feel at times. I never took the time to think about it, but deep inside I was quite unhappy with how my life has turned out, and I hid that with these masks. But I suppose I'm not the only one, there are thousands, no millions or more people in the same situations. Capable people yet afraid. I can't say I will take the leap and post my poetry, but I can certainly say I will at least continue to write it.
To others reading this, I encourage you to do things. Things you wanted to do but think you aren't capable, if that is painting, go out find a muse and paint. It's your work the only one that has to see it is you. If you feel you want to share your past projects, then do so.
To those who are artist, who love to creat, I commend you and thank you all for helping this world become a better, more creative place.
- Khael.
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